Once
in my dream
I
was unable to recreate those scenario between us
then
I just realized you already gone
Once
in my dream
I
was unable to scream, calling your name
then
I just realized my voice didn’t even exist
and...one
day,
In
the middle of night that actually I won’t sleep for
once
in my dream
I
saw a million shining star singing
yelling
your name over and over again
they
show me how such a coward I am
they
ask why I just stand there silently
they
ask why I must waiting
but...one
day,
In
the middle of night that I waiting for
once
in my dream
I
saw you with all the scars
and
wounds you hide this far all alone
you
telling me, you asking me
“Are
you alone?”
This
unreality events strikes me
In
the past I can make you and me into us
I
can’t let tears comes out in reality
but,
once in that dream
I
crying
I
let all te tears, scars, wounds to be vanished
Saying
“sorry” uncountable times
you
started smiled and said
“I
won’t to leave you anymore”
Here
I am, a coward dreamer
dreaming
such a thing that cannot be real
wishing such a thing that I never deserve
How I can letting you go?
I don’t even know how, or when
When we were together
when we were smiled and laughed
all the happiness pieces scattered around
reflects into a small memory fragments
I just never thought you’d leave
I just never thought we’d separated
But
Once in that dream,
ridiculous me, I holded your hands
I
swear many things
you
smiled, I cried.
I
won’t regret this fact, I won’t forget this feel,
there
is nothing will ever change that
I
still miss you as loud as I cried in that dream [November 2012]